She was the healing poison
to his jagged words
like a wolf to his feast,
her heart was consumed.
Engulfed like a branch
in the twisting of winds,
he laid glare upon her
for the evil course begins.
A lust so magnificant,
a passion so rare.
Embracing her ruby
to her whiter than fair.
The grasp of a tombstone
in the darkness of the night.
a thrust and a whisper
in pure delight.
Her enthralling pleasure
excaped through his lips.
A remedy spellbound,
as he immersed in her hips.
A formation of life,
in death and of love.
Distrought from each crevice,
liek the wings of a doveDestruction of beauty
a careless,
steady hand.
Ripped from his grasp,
into death's venomous sand.
A lonely morbid dream,
for he's dying from sight.
As his true love was stricken,
by illusion in night

The past becomes memory,
as we move through time
we try to stand still
to enjoy as we go
but
we get cought up
in the moment
never getting a chance to say what it is we want to say
we just run past trying
but
not succeeding in standing still
present turns to past
as the seconds tick by
we have to live life to the fullest
or we will never live
keep going to the next memory
we have to keep doing all that we can
make our own memories
when we cant find them.

My skin is a prison
my soul the captured
I cant look at you
without being enraptured
your eyes are my key
your lips are my salvation
rescueme from my external creation
words bring me tears
musical emotions whispers to me
eternal devotion take me away
to the far away land
freedom embraced
in the palm of your hand.

Our bodies lay entangled around one another
searching for comfort
anything to break us from this world
sleep with both eyes closed tonight
dont worry
ill protect you
soft blankets lay on us
around us
twisted with our bodies in away that only we can stand
a soft breeze comes threw the window
but tonight i want fret
you're here to hold me
the phone rings
neither of us moves
we dont even blink
we know we want answer
all we ever need is right here.

Standing at the steps
of heavens gates
waiting to hear my fate
stepping forward as my name is called,
and all my sins are sung
not certain i will ever see you again
hesitating to give my defense,
falling back onto old faith,
pausing for deep effect,
caring not for myself,
worried only for you.
I question the heavens:
Where are you?
Where was God?
What of his mercy?
If beside each mountain, there is a valley
where is mine?
I long to see my loves face,
enter with him through paradises gates.
God answers:
It was there the entire time,
just as it still is
you just couldnt here it
over your cries and thoughts of suicide

My love
Its been a long time
Since i cried
and left you out of the blue
its hard leaving you that way
when i never wanted to
Seld-Denial, is a game
its strange
i never would of wanted it
untill there was you
Beacuse
i have learned that love
is beyond what humans can imagin
the more its clear
the more i have to let you go
But
now i dont understand
why im feeling so bad
Now
when i know it was my idea
i could've just denied the truth and lied
but
why am i the only one standing stranded
on the same ground!
My love
because
i have learned
that love is a word
just a word
gets thrown around a little bit to much
the best excuse to fill the infinite abyss
i never had to
its all else fails
would you still be there to love me?
when all else fails,
would you be brave enough to see right through me?

You are the puppet master
in this world of games
you like to pull the strings
watch things rearrange
one day
i can promise
the strings will brake
then what will you have
when they relize
you are fake

I dont know if i can describe this
but ill do the best i can
i just wish
everyone could understand
the way i feel
it isnt just in my head
My feelings are real
But
i choose to hide them from you instead
i kiss your cheek
to let you know your on my mind
when i look at you
i get weak
each and everytime
i take and carress your hand
to show you that i care
i hope you understand
that the love is there
i hold you close to me
to bring you closer to my heart
but
what brings out the most in me
is being held in your arms
i tell you i love you
and those three words only belong to you
i tell you that i love you
by everything that i do
if only you could know
if only you could see
if only it would show
how much you mean to me
you can see it in my eyes
its written on my face
anyone can realize
cause
when i look at you
i feel daized.

For: Tony

He thought
confessing this
would be a little premature
but
he wasnt sure
that her position was even secure
this had happened before
it couldnt occure once more
he couldnt hide this
it was one thing he couldnt ignor
this situation got desperate
he had to kick it up a notch
in this
he wouldnt sit on the sidelines
and just watch
who's to judge
if this confession is early?
he didnt want his one chance to suddenly slip away
he'd desired to admit
but
he was always fear strickened
backing out
as his heart begin to quicken
why would she want him,
just an ordinary guy?
feeling of doubt halted him
before his first try
maybe he is cursed
to be alone for his entire life
sitting in his parents basement without a wife
this negativity filled him
he couldnt block it out
his mind urged him to do it
almost with a shout
the woman thought he was a simple looking man
when the romances races finished he was
an also ran
finially he let the pen say the words he could not
then perhaps in the end this would be understood
rejection was one blow he'd be willing to take
anything to prevent making the same mistake
he thought he was an annoyance in her eyes
would this again result in his ultimate demise?
lines filled his page,
he kept writting non stop
thinking one more would prevent a traggic flop
he just kept going
letting the pen do the talking
his intentions were pure, he never considered stalking
finally he reached line 49
one remained after
50 lines
50 lines
to say that he loved her

You need to relize
you need to see
that know one else will ever mean what you mean to me
i really do love you
and i hope and pray that you love me to
you will always have my heart
wheather we are near or far apart
i dont ever want this to end
but
my heart needs time to mend
sometimes i dont know what to do
my life means nothing without you
if i didnt have you id want to die
i cant really explain why
but i want you to understand
how i feel inside
these feelings
i cant hide
i know we belong together
i want us to last forever