Shadow closing in
lights becoming dim
monsters move around me
this house is full of fear
fighting cynical thoughts
screaming out pain in another language
its like the devil has cusumed my soul
and i want him out
crying bloody cries
red water gargels in my throat
im dying in side
bleeding
singing my death filled notes
as i wander through the dark halls
a light shines a head
of my angel–
my guiding star
with his dirty clothing
and hollow face
but still his eyes shine
a calming blue
and everthing is better
once more
he holds out his arms
holds me
and tells me ill be ok
and i sigh with relief
has he heals me
my angel

Inching ever slower
to the better way of life
only to be thrown back violently
of one who rants and tears
ever closer
im being pushed
back towards the edge
rocking on my feet
straining to stay up
as the nightmare drains from my eyes
i claw my way to reality
slowly starting to relize
things are only as bad as i make them to be
yet the visions ive seen
always are waiting
for this unlucky teen
to forget her head
and fall back in terror
back into hell
back into peril

the devil yells at me day and night
damnation swallowing all my light
souless sinners dancing round
demons digging in the ground
blackened cloats fill my sight
making me weak
making it night
blood stained sheets in every bed
belonging to the living dead
cracking walls ooze with blood
a pure black lake
a bleeding flood
screeches cutting threw the fire
pitch black eyes with hidden desire
workers wild there battle scares
bloody parts in small jam jars
dancers still make way for him
as he approaches the lights get dim
the preditors close in on there prey
watching them from night tell day
hunting stalking sharpening knives
deciding how
to steal there lives
he comes closer
breathing loud
carrying ariound him one small cloud
lighting strikes as he raises his voice
we all bow now
we have no choice
the devile gives oders day in and day out
teaching us what pain is about
demanding to much of this souless crowd
sitting on his thrown
smitten and proud
cutts we show him across our souls
but he cares not if we are whole
we feel nothing but sadness and pain
we cant even fill the cooling rain
the temperature raises as we work up a sweat
remembering his oders dare we forget
we work for him now not our old lord
we’re stuck here in hell
were the damned hang from a cord

between corrupted heavens
and the hells that you creat
weather to jump off yourself
or be thrown without mistake
freezing veins as they may flow
or your body wroung out dry
demons take away your mind
or a loved ones soul to die
chained up in a jail cell full
or set freewith no one else
the choices you make today
arethose you make with no ones help

with complex fucets
the unknowable people
are silently sufficating
they live in there inner thoughts
cursed and blessed
alone
only they know why we are here
treading water
in a pool of ignorance
of sorror
of pain
they discover what the unverse is trully for
in its paculiarity
thinking as others wouldnt dare
we judge there postulations
as mendacious
we’ve the enamored ones
fearful of whats different
they are not innocent they are simple beautiful
preferring incarceration to livin g with no hope
of world alteration

i read the chronicles
of a wounded soul
of a chameleon mind
that understood
the harshness that makes its toll
the loss
the joy
that maybe could
have more of an estblished seat
ebnterence inside your mind
and how you think your incomplete
and lost in daily boring grind
and now i tell you
more then truths
ill whip away those uunseen tears!
and see?
my gentle hands soothes abloshing your hate and feaR
i read the chronicales
of a shattered heart
the pain of an uncontrolable head
whose chemicals all filt and dart
and make the soul to feel so dead
and so i send my token hear
as you appreciate my soul
my art
and ill earse your fear
and once again
we will both be whole
my sympathy
its not that of the puppeteer who lies above
its simple a kindered soul
who wishes to fix
what was once whole

dont cry over me
im already gone
dont die for me
im already lost
dont prey for me
ill end this right bow
dont delay death for me
ill end this fight now
dont break my heart
its already shattered
dont take my heart
it never really mattered
dont promise me
i know you want keep it
dont deceive me
because in the end you’ll reap it
dont take me back
i dont want to hurt you
dont make me snap
because my trust will hurt you