keep your head
because the sky is the limit
tell me one thing that you focuse on
the thing that keeps your sanity
when things go wrong
stay true to yourself when no ones true to you
keep the men who have a purpose in your life
and move away from the ones who try to bring you down
stay up

so anyways friday was my 21st birthday ive had a blast this past
weekend i had 600 to spend came back with 208 left over anyways friday
we went to the highschool football game had a blast then saturdasy we
went to my favorite mall shopped all damn day and went to eat at this
restraunt called rockfish its delicious they screwed up my order twice
so we ended up getting it freee which was a plus seeing as how it was
expensive. anyways then sunday we went to six flags it was great ate at
cheeders that nite then back to work yesterday asll and all it was
great

so anyways im reading this book a massage in a bottle its really good
ive always like nicholas sparks books its always this great romantic
story about love most want and few have the chance to have ive never
been mucdh for romantic novels but his are amazin its al;ways got the
perfect guy in them and always someone that loves the other
unconditionally like in this one this guy is sending letters to his
wife whome died to let her know he will never stop loving her and that
what they had is and was the best thing he ever exopeerienced how great
would it be to have someone love you so much even in death love trully
is an amazing thing somedaY I Wish to know what it feels like to be in
love and loved back ive been in love twice but never loved back but
anyways im ramambling good day all work calls me

falling down
going under
lots of lighting
cracks of thunder
she's gone they replied
we are to late
everyone left
but one
closing the gate
the blood seeping through the carpet
while the one
held her once more
he asked softly
"why did you shut the door?"
he shouted
"WHY DID YOU HAVE TO LEAVE ME
CANT YOU SEE
I DID LOVE YOU?"
i was always there
if this is what you wanted
even in death
ill love you
he layed beside her
slitting his wrest
he died slowly clutching his fist

Not all clouds have a silver lining
if this one does
im oblivious
my words my love my scare
one hell of an awkward conversation
me telling you my worse nightmare
is starting to come true

the sun is shifting through the trees
like so much melodramatic sleeze
falling to a harsh resounding ground
just to find some place to settle down
while the moon picks up the line
sets the stars ablaze,
giving subtle radiance to an ending day
and telling lies
he forgot to say

Would I die for you?
I would with out a thought.
Would I cry for you?
I would shed a million tears
Would I lie for you?
If it kept you from harm
Would I love you?
if i'd die, cry, and lie for you
i think i already do!

heads turn
as she is brought
down the aisle
thrown before him
her hair tossed
forward and back
her eyes flashing with hatred
he stares in awe and wonder
her exotic face
her slim curves
the defiant toss of her head
as she denys
ever being his
saying
she will die first
he takes her to his bed
her body trembling under his
head thrown back
she cries out
screaming in pain
finished
he traces her spine
with a finger
the smooth skin supples
under his course hands
rolling over
he never wakes
the gaurds find a dagger
his dagger
rich with rubies and diamonds
blood creeping down his cheek
like a tear
she's gone
running far
her feet
blistered and raw
from running
but still
she moves on
never scarred
just wary
caught by another man
another
who find her beauty
intoxicating

Silence Breaks
spells of sound
tension looms
all around
sighs of wondering
sighs of sin
the heart that quickens deep within
quietly closer
quietly brush
eyes meet
and fingers touch
the sparks of love
burns ever bright
in gloom shines
the stary light
and so
with reason
i fail to care
of doey eyes
and messed up hair
then
all that matters
for you and i
is what lies beyound
azure sky
the sky has never
looked so blue
so pure
more then i ever knew
and light be more
untainted so
than sunlight, moonlight, that i know
never more
has my heart beat strong
the feeling lingers
within me long
while eyes are locked
in eternal glimmers
more than stars
my falling heart glitters

how come i can babble on and on about nothing but when i run in to
someone i want to talk to for hours i cant find the right words anyways
its a strange thing sitting there talking about randon stupid shit and
then trying to talk tot he one person you been waiting for and you lose
all track of the stupid random shit mostly cause you dont wanna seem
like a dumb fuck