December 7, 2005

• Down the road,
  take the object
  and push it real deep,
  feel the release of your self control,
  im not dead,
  i must be doing it wrong.
  The rope was tied real tight,
  and my feet were planted on the edge of my balcony!
  So,
  I jumped off.
  Like a pencil
  falling off a desk,
  I still havent died,
  I must be doing it wrong.
  Collect bottels of random pills.
  Pop them in untill your numb and cant feel.
  Three bottles lay empty on the ground!
  Yet,
  I feel everything.
  I must be doing it wrong.
  Fill the tub
  with nice warm water.
  Plug the toaster into the wall.
  Push it off the edge into the tub.
  It fell.
  But,
  it came unplugged
  go figure.
  I must be doing it wrong.
  Final try,
  take tubbing
  and stick it in the window.
  turn the car on a seal everything
  how come everytime i try i fail?
  Turn the car off.
  It just isnt my turn to die.

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